Still, I Believe

$25.00

Preorders available for December 1, 2026! ISBN: 979-8-9824108-0-1

Bulk orders receive discounted pricing and shipping. For large orders (10+ copies), please email the publisher: fz@moonstruck-books.com

How do you survive the worst loss a parent can experience? Can a mother's heart break twice, in exactly the same place? Still, I Believe: A Mother's Memoir of Faith in the Aftermath of Overdose Death is the incredible story of one mother whose Christian faith sustained her during and after her two sons' overdose deaths.

Cheryl’s sons Corey Merrill and Sean Merrill died a decade apart. That ten years was a crucial time of spiritual growth and strength for their mother, Cheryl Juaire. Losing her sons to substance use disorder (SUD) related causes drove Cheryl to seek a closer connection with her Savior. At the same time, she began a journey that changed her life and affected thousands of other grieving parents. Still, I Believe is a memoir of grief recovery and a testimony to God's love, as well as a call to action for parents doing recovery advocacy work. This powerful story is a reminder that even in our darkest days, we are never alone. A perfect gift for the parent of a person in recovery, a parent who has lost a child, or a person in recovery who needs to know how fiercely they are loved.

About the author: Cheryl Juaire is the founder of nonprofit group Team Sharing Inc., an organization of parents who have lost a child to Substance Use Disorder (SUD).

Praise for Still, I Believe

"Cheryl Juaire is the mother of this movement. I have called her Mom since the day we met outside Purdue Pharma, and I have watched her lose a second son and still get up the next morning to help someone else’s child. Still, I Believe is how she did it. It is a story of faith that was tested in the cruelest way imaginable and held. I cried through most of it. Every parent who has lost a child to overdose should have this on their nightstand."

—Ryan Hampton, bestselling author of American Fix, Unsettled, and Fentanyl Nation; founder of Mobilize Recovery

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Book Size: 5 × 8
Format:
Hardcover
ISBN:
979-8-9824108-0-1

*Ships within 2-4 business days after publication

Preorders available for December 1, 2026! ISBN: 979-8-9824108-0-1

Bulk orders receive discounted pricing and shipping. For large orders (10+ copies), please email the publisher: fz@moonstruck-books.com

How do you survive the worst loss a parent can experience? Can a mother's heart break twice, in exactly the same place? Still, I Believe: A Mother's Memoir of Faith in the Aftermath of Overdose Death is the incredible story of one mother whose Christian faith sustained her during and after her two sons' overdose deaths.

Cheryl’s sons Corey Merrill and Sean Merrill died a decade apart. That ten years was a crucial time of spiritual growth and strength for their mother, Cheryl Juaire. Losing her sons to substance use disorder (SUD) related causes drove Cheryl to seek a closer connection with her Savior. At the same time, she began a journey that changed her life and affected thousands of other grieving parents. Still, I Believe is a memoir of grief recovery and a testimony to God's love, as well as a call to action for parents doing recovery advocacy work. This powerful story is a reminder that even in our darkest days, we are never alone. A perfect gift for the parent of a person in recovery, a parent who has lost a child, or a person in recovery who needs to know how fiercely they are loved.

About the author: Cheryl Juaire is the founder of nonprofit group Team Sharing Inc., an organization of parents who have lost a child to Substance Use Disorder (SUD).

Praise for Still, I Believe

"Cheryl Juaire is the mother of this movement. I have called her Mom since the day we met outside Purdue Pharma, and I have watched her lose a second son and still get up the next morning to help someone else’s child. Still, I Believe is how she did it. It is a story of faith that was tested in the cruelest way imaginable and held. I cried through most of it. Every parent who has lost a child to overdose should have this on their nightstand."

—Ryan Hampton, bestselling author of American Fix, Unsettled, and Fentanyl Nation; founder of Mobilize Recovery

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Book Size: 5 × 8
Format:
Hardcover
ISBN:
979-8-9824108-0-1

*Ships within 2-4 business days after publication